The goal you had made was to move back to Florida as soon as possible, but life changed it all.
They should know I'm here to stay, this verse is gettin' borin', twisted Mind of a lyricist, listen while I experiment Visualize it's imperative, big suprises and scary tricks It is time, yes, we're here again, sit in silence, don't care for it Criticizin' my character isn't why, so beware of it Forget what you're tellin' me, do what I gotta' man I got the remedy, one of kind, man they never selected me I don't fit in with the room of celebrities I wanna know when they bring out my legacy There was never nobody that ever could mention me Sayin' that I wasn't makin' the rap And doin' it cleverly, did what I had to And gave them my everything Yeah, yeah, they asked me where I learned to do this Self-taught, checkin' things off my to-do list Treat my temper like my family, I ain't tryna lose it Say a little, do a lot, woo, no excuses Yeah, yo, they asked me where I learned to do this Self-taught, checkin' things off my to-do list Treat my temper like my family, I ain't tryna lose it Say a little, do a lot, woo, no excuses Ay, I got no excuses, yeah, I got no excuses Woo, yeah, I got no excuses, yeah, yo, I got no Yeah, I got no I got no excuses I got no excuses Yeah, holding back Yeah, I've always been good at that, unattached yeah Waiting for what's coming next, things I know I should address I feel more together when I am a mess whoa That's for moments that just came and went Made amends with you, then you overstepped That's a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect Stop with all the threats Like the more I get know you, I just know you less yeah 'Nother city I don't know well Feeling too much like my old self Backsliding, backsliding Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill Too much time alone is when it gets real ah Future doesn't pop up, then the past will Outside, that's the rear view Now I'm going downhill yeah Don't know who I'm close with Going through the motions Don't know who to trust when I yeah I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? I drive until I'm lost and just sit in my car yelling My inner critic talks, I'm just hopin' that God helps me Just stop stressin', yeah Some days some days I just wanna leave the negativity in my head I just wanna leave it I just want relief from my stress yeah, I just wanna leave it I just want relief from my stress Some days some days , I don't wanna see or Have a bunch of people to impress I just want relief from my stress Yeah, I just want relief from my stress Yeah Yeah, some days Yeah, some days I just wanna leave, the I just wanna leave, the Yeah, sometimes I wanna disappear like I just don't exist I'll find a time machine and take me back when I was six Maybe younger, either way, I guess the point of it Would be to tell that little kid that he's gon' take a lot of hits Yeah, I'd probably grab your hand and tell you life is hard If you got questions or you need advice, then talk to God 'Cause He's the only one that listens even when you think He isn't Even good people are great at making bad decisions yeah They ain't gon' take it serious You find out pretty quick that life is more than just appearances I know some things we could avoid to save embarrassment But everything that breaks you down can also build your character 'Cause people love to see you fail, just be aware of it Don't let nobody tell you who to be or write your narrative Look, we're all products of the things that we experience But there's a big difference between confidence and arrogance You hearin' this? I don't know, it's alright I've been dealin' with some things like every human being And really didn't sleep much last night Last night I'm sorry, that's fine I just think I need a little me time I just think I need a little free time Little break from the shows and the bus rides, yeah Bus rides Last year I had a breakdown Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost, gettin' too loud Had to see a therapist and I found out Somethin' funny's going on up in my house Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out You know, pack my cart, take a new route Clean up my yard, get the noose out Hang up my heart, let it air out Air out I've been searchin' What does that mean, Nate? And here, for all the world, are the top questions and comments I have received over this year-long journey through the world of pixie haircuts.
Sometimes I am so overwhelmed that I don't even know where to start! Ay, yeah Why you always lookin' aggravated? I cannot emphasize this enough - my hair is very thick.
He will usually stay in my studio until late, and sometimes he takes the track home and writes there.
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless.
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Or find a time machine and take me back when I was six.
And she hid her boyfriend in the trunk and drove a couple miles Down the street and she pulled over to let him out 'Cause she didn't want dad to know she had these type of dudes around 'Cause last time he found out, he had to take us from her You look uncomfortable, I'm sorry, let me change the subject You know how we've always struggled with abandonment? I don't Last year, I felt suicidal This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more I'm lookin' for change I'm lookin' for yeah I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for yeah I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for, yeah ay, ay I just want, I just want change Yeah, I'm lookin' for I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for yeah I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for ay I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for, yeah I just want, I just want change Yeah, some days, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head I just want relief from my stress I just want relief from my stress Some days, I don't wanna see or Have a bunch of people to impress I just want relief from my stress Yeah, I just want relief from my stress Late nights, starin' out the window doin' 85 Got my state of mind Yeah, walkin' on that grey line Hopin' that my stress dies It's like I hate it, but I love it at the same time Pressure pushin' me from all sides Insecurities of all kinds Yeah, I'm a hostage to my own pride Most important things in life to me are things I know I can't buy Yeah, it's me in phases I'm not in the mood, yeah, to meet another stranger I'm not in the mood, yeah, to have a conversation And talk about a bunch of things that I don't feel amazed with Gettin' too close to me, woo, could be dangerous I don't like the energy, I leave the situation All this negativity, yeah, I can't get away from All this negativity, I think I need a break from I'm thankful, but Some days, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head I just want relief from my stress I just want relief from my stress Some days, I don't wanna see or Have a bunch of people to impress I just want relief from my stress Yeah, I just want relief from my stress Yo, this life got my head spinnin' Wonder what I'd do if I knew these were my last minutes Wonder if I had a week to live, would I stay trippin'? Well, I forgive ya I am not a quitter, you ain't really think that, did ya? Most of the stuff I recorded using outboard I tweak with plug—ins afterwards anyway.